Sometimes I stop and really wonder - by Maryanne H. Patlak

Sometimes

I stop and really wonder

have I really ever stop long enough

2 wander in my wonders

of knowing

where I am at

or have I just been walking

wandering around wondering where I am at

I do believe I have finally wandered about long enough

that I find myself

really

looking inside myself

and asking myself just that

am I wondering as I continue 2 wander about

where I am going

yes

yes indeed

thank goodness

my wandering has open up

my wanting 2 know

where am I going

what am I doing

how am I helping

am I helping at all

in my wandering thoughts

in my wondering thoughts

in my mind of deep thoughts

as I really dive in 2 my thoughts 2 day

4 life is full of wonderings

and wanderings

and I am

very

grateful

and thankful

4 each and everyone

but - now at 55

I feel a need

2 really

look

inside

my heart

inside my mind

inside my soul

2 do what

needs

2

be

done

not tomorrow

not yesterday

but now

as

i

search

inside myself

and find out what it is

I tend 2 hide

from

my self

when I am sad

I am wandering around

wondering why

I tend 2

wonder

what

2

do

so I shall

do just this

think out loud

write out loud

in side my

soul

4

I

do know

whatever lessons

there are 2 learn if I only

I sit still – sit inside

myself

the

answers

2 my questions will appear

the questions 2 my answer will appear

4 it appears 2 me

I need 2 just

appear

just

show up

just be in the now

as I stay inside my art2zen

as my zen2art takes me full circle again

what am 2 do

I am 2 do

nothing

but

sit

listen-ponder

reflex – reflect – react

no reaction

no

need 2 rush

about

just

a

need

2 keep my mind

open

as I keep

my heart open

as I keep possibilities open

as I open my door

in 2 my soul

with

a

revolving door

no exit – no entry

no pass – no ticket – no

4 v.i.p. only’s

just a

door

2 walk in

2 walk out

2 stand in the middle

2 stop long enough

2 wander

in

my

thoughts

of what is the best

approach 4 now

as we walk

2gether

in

one

world

on one planet

4 one peaceful mission

4 piece of mind

4 peace

of

peace

4 peace

I shall take

that piece of peace

information

apply it 2

my life

and

now

I will take

a nap

and

dream

of this as I wander

like others wondering while

we wander

what

2

day

will bring

as we bring 2gether

our thoughts and shares

and 2gether

it lays

in

a

peaceful

colorful tapestry

4 goodness sakes and humanity

good morning – good afternoon – good evening

wherever you are in our universal family called home

living in south beach

daydreaming

of the day

I live

in my tree house

nearby my kids and grandkids

as all of us live nearby

and watch the

garden

grow

mwah

namaste

maryangelo

aka Maryanne h. Patlak

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